.:+:.Doesn't That Seem Odd.:+:.posted May 30th 2005, 1:07AM
"I miss you... so fucking much, love... "
"but it would have been a lot better if my boy had been there. Without him there, I couldn't seem to feel as alive as I usually do at concerts.
Missing him, yet again, It's hurting me. I'm not gonna harp on this again, because you all know what he means to me, how much I love him, and how much I miss him."
"I always worry about my relationship with Warner. It isn't because I am doubtful, but because I care about him so much that I don't want anything to come between us. I always worry about not talking to him enough and not doing enough for him, yet he says that it is ok and there is no need to worry.
Preserving what we have is the second most frequent thought on my mind... right after my thoughts of him. I suppose I shouldn't worry and that everything will be fine.
I do know that I love him a fathomless amount, and if I didn't, I wouldn't be thinking about these things.
I feel lonely this morning though... my love is sick and he is sleeping still. I'll miss talking to him this morning, but I hope that he gets better. I only wish that I was there to take care of him today...
*mrowls* I love you, my sekushi danshoku... I hope you feel better. "
I nearly died copying and pasting this.
HOW IS THIS SO MEANINGLESS NOW?!
WHY IS THIS QUASI-BULLSHIT?!
DEAR FUCKING GOD, I NEED ANOTHER DRINK.
I'm...I'm in tears...
How...How could this be....
I...don't understand...
Something so transcendent being brought to the level of defecation....
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